I have some new ideas for 2018 that I’m really excited about. I started a Patreon page, which I think will be fun and help shape my art process better. I am really hoping to try to increase the time I spend illustrating. I have been planning and planning, thinking and thinking…and after a bit, I keep finding myself so frustrated. I’ve been here before. In fact, it appears to be a cycle of sorts.
Tonight I think I figured out why I only get frustrated when I have time to draw – by time and what little I can crank out. But I think it’s because of all the time I spend looking at other people’s art on Instagram.
I love Instagram. I am following so many amazing artists – showcasing all kinds of different styles, subjects and tools. There is soooo much talent and inspiration out there. I always thought by immersing myself in that world, I’d be more inspired for my own creative endeavors. Maybe I’d even absorb some talent through osmosis. 😉 But here’s what I think is actually happening. I’m seeing finished art. Amazing finished art. And I want to also post amazing finished art. So I get busy, quickly making something so that I can finish it and have it to share. And by doing that – working that way – I think that I’m completely ruining my own connection to my creativity.
I look back at older stuff I did (pre social media) and sometimes am pretty amazed by what I came up with sometimes. My execution may have been a little rough, but quirky, really, Steph ideas. Now I don’t seem to have any good ideas. So then I get on Instagram to get inspired…and …well, it’s a viscous cycle, I’m afraid.
So, I think I need to unplug from Instagram a bit. Most people are addicted to Facebook, but I’m addicted to the art stream I guess. I think it’s overwhelming me to see so many ideas and end products. I need to reconnect with my own quirky brain if I’m going to write and illustrate a children’s book this year. I need more time with process and changing things. Sketching and redrawing.
Yep. This is going to be hard. I love looking at all of these artists’ work! But I’m going to try to disconnect for a little bit and see if that helps my own creativity come back to me.